terence, should i be happy or sad? i dont know. however, feelings cant be controlled. to be honest, im super sad. so? =) i know you have your reasons to leave this relationship. i strongly agree with this decision. i hope i have made the right decision to leave your place while you are sleeping. im sorry to be a very disappointing girlfriend however i have tried my best. i will be waiting for you. working hard now is my top priority. it may be years after, but i will come back for you when i feel that i am ready to communicate with you. i will read more, not be so naive, enjoy life, quit smoking, and so on. by then, you should already have your princess. it is alright. at least i tried my best. all the best to pegasus, shares and your goals! you can do it. last but not least, you are my best boyfriend ever. will not forget all the places we went to, movies we watched, time spent together. march and april 2010 are the saddest period i have gone through for the past 20years. thanks for all the tears and heartaches. =) on april fool, i dont like you. you made me cried, i dont like to cry, so i dont like you. i have been telling myself to stop crying, think of the happy moments. i will not stop reminding myself. until the day my love for you stopped. you asked me, what do i like about you, why do i like you? is it because i think of you everyday? i feel like seeing you everyday? your msg is not disturbing to me? whatever it is, i think that you are not numb towards relsationship, you just dont have feelings for me. i hope to see terence having a girlfriend, working hard at pegasus and living life to the fullest be it with family, friends or girlfriend. woman out there! if you have feelings for him, good luck to you and all the best. =) aiya, who am i to comment so much. anyway, loving someone doesnt have to be with him. sadly, i still love him even he is not my boyfriend already. but i will still be happy if he is happy with another woman. okay, end of my post. i wish everyone all the best! goodnight.