Holdiin hAnds temptss mE, quArreL horrOrss mE.

2010-04-03T11:24:00.001-07:00

terence, should i be happy or sad? i dont know. however, feelings cant be controlled. to be honest, im super sad. so? =) i know you have your reasons to leave this relationship. i strongly agree with this decision. i hope i have made the right decision to leave your place while you are sleeping. im sorry to be a very disappointing girlfriend however i have tried my best. i will be waiting for you. working hard now is my top priority. it may be years after, but i will come back for you when i feel that i am ready to communicate with you. i will read more, not be so naive, enjoy life, quit smoking, and so on. by then, you should already have your princess. it is alright. at least i tried my best. all the best to pegasus, shares and your goals! you can do it. last but not least, you are my best boyfriend ever. will not forget all the places we went to, movies we watched, time spent together. march and april 2010 are the saddest period i have gone through for the past 20years. thanks for all the tears and heartaches. =) on april fool, i dont like you. you made me cried, i dont like to cry, so i dont like you. i have been telling myself to stop crying, think of the happy moments. i will not stop reminding myself. until the day my love for you stopped. you asked me, what do i like about you, why do i like you? is it because i think of you everyday? i feel like seeing you everyday? your msg is not disturbing to me? whatever it is, i think that you are not numb towards relsationship, you just dont have feelings for me. i hope to see terence having a girlfriend, working hard at pegasus and living life to the fullest be it with family, friends or girlfriend. woman out there! if you have feelings for him, good luck to you and all the best. =) aiya, who am i to comment so much. anyway, loving someone doesnt have to be with him. sadly, i still love him even he is not my boyfriend already. but i will still be happy if he is happy with another woman. okay, end of my post. i wish everyone all the best! goodnight.

2010-03-02T19:33:00.000-08:00

oh ya! i forgot about car license. wtf. super forgetful.
march i will pass my BTT!

see how larr.
try my best arr. :)

2010-01-31T18:21:00.000-08:00

hey Hey HEY!!!!

im busy! still got many many things havent do.

go casino

go overseas

go themepark

go jam hsiao concert

go full body checkup

...

:) wondering why human being's life is so interesting.

my 21st birthday wish~~~~~

smiles on all people's face daily. (dont smile non stop)

2010-01-25T20:54:00.000-08:00

SHE HAS SOMETHING TO SAY!

she might not be leading a life happier than some people out there.
so what? as long as she spend her time to things that she feels like doing, it's enough.

everyday there will be at least one thing that will make her smile.
be it, keep in contact with family and friends; receiving / giving gifts; joke and 'insult' with friends; explore new places; eat food from new places; attend parties to enjoy or distress,
she is content.

she doesn't mind 'siao kians' (one of her favourite topic).

right now, in her mind, she is shouting to everyone on Earth.

don't ALWAYS think of the unhappy past.
sometimes, thinking of the past can remind you of lessons learnt.
however, if it will only dampen your mood and lead you to do foolish things or cry, STOP and just ignore.

punch lightly the person beside you. she believe that person will ask you what? or siao ar?
just reply, nothing.

that's what she always did to express her feelings.

think of one thing that will make you smile daily.

trust her, it will lighten your day tomorrow.

:)smile

2009-09-01T01:04:00.000-07:00

ii believe everyone will people-watch. ii people-watch when iim daydreaming.
months ago, ii saw a man with a bottle of half-filled water at jurong point entrance.
he was collecting juices from the rubbish bin. watermelon juice, coffeebean drink, and ice with water.

last few days, i was in the taxi to work. people-watching, i saw this old woman at the rubbishbin picking something.

i think i should learn how to be contented with my life.

having somewhere to stay, have three meals daily to survive.

so i encourage my friends to stop complaining and work harder.
let's enjoy our life!!!!!

:)))))))

2009-08-24T11:21:00.001-07:00

ok. one year 2months past. so long, yet so fast.
soon, ii will graduate. what should ii do after graduation.

loved my life. nothing too much for me to bear.

iim 20 this year. yet so much not yet accomplished.

car license, full time job, go overseas again with my family.........

okay, anyway, iim contented for wad my family have given me.

love my close ones. :D

2008-06-25T20:03:00.000-07:00

iim in office now n ii feel like cryiin again. that few sentences reali iis hurtful.
iim not devoted. jus purely admire. yet ii ended upp like this.

ii posted a verii mean shoutout. something jus control my fingers to type it.

[[if uu are pretty, but ur attitute iis ugly. uu are pretty ugly]]

ii donn like uu anymore. no moRE!

:)

iim e mother. fenn is step mother.:P

2008-06-20T00:06:00.000-07:00

hE's e reasOn why iim attach.

Love hiim!

ever since he's borned (nOt by mE).

BUT IIM E MOTHER!!! don care arr. me means me. :)

iim in love with yifen.......................... dots????

's son. hahahahaha.

2008-06-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

CELEBRATING my one and only unique birthday

we had great fun and eventually ii thik they are celebrating my birthday instead. iim e first one to get smashed by cake.. EVERYTIME~~

that day, ii got molested, leg cramp, cake smashed.

denn we went east coast. play the 'catch soft toy' machine game.

caught 5. not me. ha.

denn went to xian's house to play mahjong. won 5dollars. tyty!!!

2008-06-11T20:44:00.000-07:00

things ii did when ii stepped into e office

on my computer

view someone's profile

anything beyond that iis not iimportant

ii told myself not to do it.

however ii told my frens.

ii knew ii would tell them.

they aint surprised.

3 more months to sep.

excited!

not my birthday but...

he's coming to singapore again

2years of ...

2008-06-11T00:54:00.000-07:00

today iis the first entry ii post.

reali lost in this website~

but ii love to read fren's blog.

about wad they did in e past few days.

seems interesting

ii wanted to try.

now iim one step nearer.